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A FAT SLIM GIRL 2

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                    (Image from Entrepreneurs.ng) A FAT SLIM GIRL 2. She was the mastermind behind her own downfall. She created her ruin by accepting defeat. She was fat. Nobody could convince her otherwise and the only way she could become truly happy, was to have a perfect body. So she embarked on a self-destructing journey.  On the Net, she had read, the only way to lose weight was to go on a calorie deficit. She began to limit her portions of food. She scarcely ate. Even when her stomach protested to the extent that she developed ulcer. She bottled it all in. Her goal was a beach body. The type she saw on Instagram. Workouts were not a thing to her before, but they became her everything. She worked her body sore on a daily basis and stopped only when she felt like fainting. Still, she saw fat everywhere. To her, there was no progress. She was not losing anything. She was still the fat, ugly girl people pitied. To her, she needed to do more. So she stopped eating and purchas

A FAT SLIM GIRL.

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                     (Image from Yoga matters) A FAT SLIM GIRL. She saw fat everywhere. It was in her face, in her neck, in her arms, in her stomach, in her thighs, in her legs. It was within and without her. Nobody saw her as fat. It was her mind, the mind she allowed social media to influence, that told her she was fat. It was the way she looked at herself in the mirror that got her upset about her weight. It was her low self-esteem and lack of confidence in herself that informed her change of behaviour. It was her lack of self love that led to her ruin. She was a healthy weight of a hundred and twenty pounds at age seventeen. She was healthy. She was okay. But she didn't see it like that. Her mind had been distorted by what she saw. It was not always like that. There once was a time when she was in love with her body. When she considering herself lucky to be 'full' in areas that mattered. When she had no fears or insecurities about her weight and the way she looke